consumer bodies..

had my Sociology lecture today which was about consumerism and individuality.. felt enlightened.. it's true that nowadays we spend so much on material things to be "displayed" on our bodies to express our individuality.. and consumerism is dominating our lives more and more..

Here I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifiting eyes and vancancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say,
It was enchanted to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

hmm..

it feels warm and fuzzy inside when he said that he wants to take care of me cos i seem so blur most of the time.

but the thing is, am i leading myself into the darkside again?

tsk tsk tsk

sometimes i wonder.. people who have never contacted you (whether in real life or online) for years; one day they just start to chat with you out of the blue, and that's cause they have something to ask of you.

humans, aren't you predictable?

End of Week 1 Sem 2..

and I'm still the same me (still in holiday mood lalala).. I have a feeling that this sem will be a tough one.. just looking at the math notes makes me go @_@..

dunno how to continue~~~ hahaha tata! XD

World War 2!

*ahem*...i meant.. Sem War 2! Semester 2 is starting next week! Enough of fooling around and gotta get my eyes off the laptop and on to books and lots of books. So results came out.. And I'm stunned. I expected farrrrrrrr lousier grades but i was a lil disappointed as well when i saw my grades. Contradicting, no? It's a mix of "OMG I'M SO LUCKY! i get to retain my scholarship and not get my $$$ terminated" and "aww man I could've done better" sort of thing. Just between you and me, i feel a bit "syok sendiri" cos my GPA is considered very good for a poly student (i even beat some JC's asses yo!) but of course there are those who got a perfect 5.0 score and another class of geniuses who aren't even in the GPA system cos they are so smart they are taking completely different modules.. Not that I'm so obsessed with grades..I'm just happy $$$ is going to keep rolling in..for another semester.. That means I could splurge a lil, and get THE nifty-fifty lens..(it's called the nifty-fifty but it costs SGD120 at the cheapest shop that i could find, damn you!) BUT THEN AGAIN, I feel like getting the f1.4 one (which probably will cost me an arm and a leg T_T) , poisonnnnnnn!!!

So I went to Japan and DAMN i regret not getting that kate spade wallet! and that coach handbag/sling bag! I was worried i would have no more $$$ so i was living like a miser in Japan boohoohoo! I didn't buy anything >1000 yen (except for that agnes b wallet, and that shirt that had no pricetag which costs 4700 yen when i went to the counter to pay!!! i wanted to say nah i don't want it already but HAIH it's so pretty and so paiseh to say don't want right???)

What did i buy for myself???

- H&M shirt = 1000yen!

- H&M tee = 500yen!

- Girlish chiffon long sleeve shirt = 900yen!!! (cos it had a minor 1mm stain so it's a "B grade" merchandise and is heavily discounted!!!)

- White chiffon shirt with black polka dot sash = 4700+yen (boohoo)
- Oxford heels = 900+yen!!!! SO CHEAP OMG

- agnes b wallet = 8400yen (so expensive boohoohoo my heart bleeds for my wallet, i mean the old one.. =____=)

- And random snacks which i discovered to expire in 1-2 months time so HOW TO BRING BACK TO MALAYSIA AS SOUVENIR LA HAIH now im stuck with like a mountain of cakes, biscuits, chocolates that expire as early as next week and latest by February zzzzzzzzz.

and for the first time in my life, strawberries were SWEET! Like WTF right, we've been eating sour/tasteless ones for years so i thought that strawberries are supposed to be sour, right right? But nooooo, in Japan, it's so sweet loh! i was like "waaaaaa so nice" and kept eating like some starved child from Africa HAHAHA.

Oh oh! And the sweet potatoes are damn good hor! The purple skin with yellow flesh one! The ones we have in SG and MY are fakes grown in China/Thailand so they don't smell or taste the same! I kept baking them in the oven and kept nom-ing them throughout the trip! I bought 2 big packets back and just ate 1 for breakfast *heavenly bliss*

ok la enough of my random ramblings...time to continue my Family Guy!!!